Archive for the ‘Angry At The Fucking World’ Category

I’m disappointed. Two days after launching this blog I got more than 70 views in one day. Yesterday I got 5. The day before that, I got 0. Yes, fucking zero. What the fuck is wrong with you people?! First you fucking read my fucking fuck ups and now you don’t fucking care about the fuck I’m fucking about?! Fuck it!

Anyways enough fucking.I know I was upset before about my posts here getting more views than my other, more useful blog, but now that I’m getting almost no viewers here I’m seriously getting frustrated.

Another thing is that since I got to release my anger here, I’ve been mellow so I haven’t really got anything to post about. Plus, one of my biggest stressors; the bitch who made my job hell hasn’t been speaking to me lately so I’m really really happy. I hope all goes well and I hope she shuts up forever.

Okay that’s all I have to say for now.

YOU CAN JACK OFF NOW MOTHERFUCKER.

It’s 10:30 in the evening. I checked out my site stats for both this blog and the personal development site I have mentioned before. Results?

Personal Development Site: 6 views.

This Piece of Shit: 68 views.

Seriously people. Would you rather read about how fucking angry I am than read all the words of wisdom I can offer?! Somebody give me a fucking answer right now because I just wanna fucking delete that god damn site and tear apart my computer!

I spend so much fucking time thinking, writing, editing, proofreading, and planning each and every one of the articles I write down there and this is what I fucking get?! Is humanity really doomed to listen to fucking senseless shit instead of heeding the words of the fucking wise? Tell me now because I don’t wanna fucking spend so much energy on that fucking site anymore if it’s not gonna do what it’s supposed to do for me.

Yes, I admit I wanna fucking make money out of it, but I genuinely want to help and inspire people but according to the data, humans are more interested in fucking junk than fucking wisdom!

Oh I’d love to promote that site right here for all those 68 people and counting to take notice, but I just simply can’t because you’ll figure out who I am and my site will come crashing and burning the fuck down, and on top of that all the motherfuckers I wrote about on this blog will surely know everything I said about them and they’ll surely whoop my sorry ass for saying everything I said.

Before you assume that I fucking don’t appreciate you reading this, I must say that I truly am thankful that you’re actually digesting the shit that comes out of my ass. I just can’t fucking take the fact that nobody seems to fucking appreciate the good that I’m trying to do on that other site while I spend so much effort on it.

FUCK HUMANITY FOR PREFERRING THE DARKNESS OVER THE LIGHT.

Did I mention that I own a personal development/self-improvement site?

I’m just fucking wondering why this fucking blog about my senseless anger gets more readers than that one. I mean I fucking spend so much time and brain power to come up with tips and ideas for that personal development site while here i just write about the shit that pisses me off without any regard to SEO and what my readers would feel and this blog just got more daily viewers than that genuinely helpful piece of shit.

Don’t get me wrong I appreciate the readership here, but what I’m just pissed off about are these:

This blog doesn’t really take much effort and thinking for me. On that other site, I spend hours thinking about and writing stuff.

I didn’t care about fucking SEO. On that other site, I do a lot of SEO.

I didn’t plan anything for this blog. I plan to make that site one of the biggest personal development sites ever known to the blogosphere.

I spent almost $100 on that other site for six months while I only spent $25 on this one for a whole year.

All of the above and this site got 5 times the daily readership of that other site.

Fuck the law of conservation. Fuck the person who told me that my hard work will pay off. Now what is the real secret behind blogging success? Some motherfucker told me that information and content is king, but my content here is just a load of angry bullshit and I’m not afraid to admit that because this is really what I’m writing about here.

This is basically what this blog is all about:

JUST MY PLAIN, SENSELESS, FUCKING ANGER THAT I HAVE TO FUCKING LET OUT OR ELSE I MIGHT END UP GUNNING DOWN PEOPLE.

There. If you’re still reading this right now then good for you. I appreciate the fact that you’re reading and somehow enjoying this sick bastard of a blog, but don’t go complaining to me if I’m being such a fucking douche writing senseless, pointless shit okay?

NOW GO FUCKING SUBSCRIBE THEN JACK OFF MOTHERFUCKER!

I can’t believe I have something to get angry for again. My girlfriend just doesn’t get the fact that I’m just eating up all this shit here because I want them to have a better life over there. Just a while ago, she told me that she was considering to leave our daughter and work overseas too. Then what the fuck is she good for if she’s also going to leave our daughter behind?! I fucking expected her and told her over and over that all she needed to do was be a good mother to our daughter!

Every single day I fucking play nice and I work hard and pretend that I’m perfectly fine just so they can have a shot at a better life over there and then this?! It’s a fucking slap in my face and it’s totally uncalled for!

Seriously now…

She never fucking apologized to me sincerely. She never gave me anything that she worked for. She never respected the fact that I was the man. She kept making me feel like I was unimportant. My God I must be a freaking masochist having endured all that for almost six years!

The worst part of all this is that despite all the pain that I’m feeling right now, I still love her and I’m still hoping she’ll apologize and tell me what I want to hear. But I guess if those past six years she never did, I guess she never fucking will.

You know what my problem really is?

It’s that the people who are supposed to be loving me don’t seem to get it right! My mom “outsources” her parenting. My dad’s actions are making the rest of the clan think that I’m neglecting him. The rest of the family’s administration are a bunch of tyrants who don’t know what they really want. My coworker is such a perfect bitch. And now, my girlfriend is being a total ingrate.

Maybe I should just kill myself?! Maybe I should just end all this before it all get worse because seriously, my life is just so full of shit.

If my primary blog readers knew I was the one writing this, I’d surely lose all my credibility but what the fuck?! I’m also just fucking human.

I wish everyone would just treat me like I was a real human being. Just because I keep smiling and being all nice and understanding doesn’t mean that they can make me eat their shit every single fucking time.

This is dedicated to all the people I’m referring to in this post:

I AM A FUCKING HUMAN BEING TOO MOTHERFUCKERS!